Transformer (My one wish is transformation) — Installation 2005
Outside the big white monumental house, when you put the earphones over my ears. That day when reality came into being, when it transformed itself into what it will always be sensed. That night when it beacame bigger as it ever can be , everything was now clear. For the first time I was aware that lightness and darkness existed, that I could stick to things called the truth. For the first time I was aware about the most obvious thing—where we are in a totally wrong place. Through the earphones we´ve recruited an army—at least I think we still belong to it? We don"t see each other so much nowadays, do we still fight mutual enemies? Are we still as daring in our close fights? I want to live the life they talk about in their lyrics, as the myths, thats why i had to create you, my windmills, to fight you so my life feels meaningfull. I use earphones on promenades, they transport me to someplace better. I have a drum set in my parents basement, it has transformed itself into a respirator a couple of times. I have buried the euphoria and the most beautiful to move forward. They only became truly alive when they became eternal. i showed you the spaceship that took me here, I showed you my enemies and the shield that saved me. Us.




